Mornings

I wake up and lay here in the morning, completely thankful for my warm bed, cozy house and two dogs on either side of me. But getting out of bed and embarrassing a new day, another day without you is always the hardest part. The quality of my sleep and the way my morning starts usually set the pace for whether it will be a really painful day or a day that I can hold my head high, talk about you without tears, and just be full of pride. Because Letley I am so proud of you, proud you are soo cute, proud you made us parents proud you are you. It never changes how much I wish you were here, but my overwhelming pride for you is always real. I pray that our tears won't come again for a while, I pray for good news from the doctors office and I pray for pride and
Not anger or bitterness today. Love you little man.